During a season of pursuing a God-given vision, I experienced two moments that have stayed with me. At the Reflecting Pool in Washington, D.C., I felt God tell me, “You’re not ready.” Later, while watching people gather and enjoy life at Disney Springs, another message came just as clearly: “The world is winning.”

In this episode, I share what I believe those words meant and how they connect. Waiting is not necessarily rejection—it may be preparation. But preparation is meant to lead somewhere. God has given His people different gifts, resources, experiences, and ideas so we can work together to meet real needs and bring His light into the world.

We’ll talk about why Jesus will always be relevant even when some of our methods have become outdated, how the body of Christ can move beyond passive attendance, and what could happen if Christians began building, serving, creating, and working together as one family.

There is a reason for this season. God may still be preparing us—but the world needs us to become who He created us to be.

In this episode, we explore God-given dreams—the ideas, burdens, gifts, and desires God may place within us to accomplish something meaningful for others. But receiving a dream is often only the beginning. Before God fulfills the vision, He may use waiting, uncertainty, disappointment, and ordinary responsibilities to prepare us for it.

Through the stories of Joseph, David, and the Israelites in the wilderness, we’ll look at how God develops our character and capacity before entrusting us with more. I also share honestly about pursuing my own God-sized calling while still waiting for doors to open.

This isn’t about labeling every personal ambition as God’s will. It’s about surrendering our dreams to Him, remaining faithful during the unfinished middle, and trusting that the preparation has a purpose.

A God-sized dream is something you cannot accomplish without Him—and the bigger the dream, the bigger the preparation may need to be.

In this episode, we explore why growing closer to God should change the way we notice, value, and care for the people around us. Faith isn’t only about attending church or knowing the right things—it should lead us into genuine relationships and practical acts of love.

I share stories about friendships formed through proximity, praying for a teammate during a medical emergency, an unforgettable football comeback, and helping a struggling couple pay their rent.

We’ll also talk about why churches can gather people without truly connecting them, how ordinary moments can become opportunities for ministry, and the simple ways each of us can help someone feel welcomed, encouraged, and valued.

You don’t need a title or platform to make a difference. You only need to slow down, notice the person in front of you, and be willing to care.

“The closer we get to God, the more we see people—because everybody matters to God.”

In this episode, I share personal stories about what can happen when we make ourselves available to God, listen for His prompting, and respond—even when it feels uncomfortable. From sharing my testimony with two young women at church to telling someone on her birthday that God sees her, these moments reveal how God can work through ordinary people and simple acts of obedience.

I also talk honestly about church hurt, why our faith cannot depend on the approval of people, and how getting alone with God helps us recognize His presence in everyday life. We’ll explore prayer, Scripture, stillness, unexpected “God winks,” and the journey from trying to perform for God to developing a genuine friendship with Him.

You don’t need a position, title, or platform to be used by God. You simply need to make yourself available, listen, and be willing to respond.

“God, if You want to use me in some way today, I’m available.”

In this episode, I share personal stories of struggle, honesty, marriage, unexpected provision, answered prayer, and learning to recognize God’s faithfulness—including a shooting star before an engagement, a surprising $277 gift that matched a car payment, and the dangerous delivery of our twins.

These moments became milestones—foundations I could return to when life felt uncertain. We’ll also talk about intentional Bible reading, prayer, the Holy Spirit, and why remembering what God has already done can help us trust Him with whatever comes next.

Sometimes He may feel like a last-minute God, but that doesn’t mean He has forgotten us.

In this opening episode, we explore why genuine faith cannot be borrowed from a church, pastor, family member, or anyone else. Through honest stories of pain, surrender, uncertainty, provision, and learning to recognize God’s voice, you’ll be encouraged to bring your real feelings to God and develop a firsthand relationship with Him.

We also look at the Samaritan woman’s journey from hearing someone else’s testimony to knowing Jesus for herself, Peter’s decision to step out of the boat, and what it means to obey God when you cannot see the entire path ahead.

If your faith has become routine, secondhand, or disconnected, this episode is an invitation to seek God personally and take your next step with Him.

“He meets you right where you are, but He loves you too much to leave you there.”

In this introduction to The Anonymous Christian Podcast, I share why this show exists, why it is anonymous, and how it began as an act of obedience during a difficult season of faith and preparation.

This podcast is a place for honest, unscripted conversations and real stories about following Jesus, developing a firsthand relationship with God, and learning to trust Him through uncertainty. We’ll explore how God works through our questions, failures, relationships, dreams, fears, disappointments, seasons of waiting, and everyday experiences.

In the first several episodes, I’ll share stories from my own journey—including moments of unexpected provision, unmistakable answers to prayer, difficult steps of faith, and learning to follow God without seeing the entire path. In future episodes, you’ll also hear the anonymous stories of others and how God has worked in their lives.

This isn’t a podcast about pretending to have every answer or drawing attention to the people behind the microphones. There are no names and no faces because the focus isn’t on who is telling the story. The focus is on God, what He has done, and what He may be inviting each of us into.

If you’re hungry for a faith that feels real, personal, and alive, begin the journey here.

No names. No faces. Just honest stories that point to God.