Welcome to Interested in Chaos?-- the podcast where no topic is off-limits, everything is slightly unhinged, and somehow, it all makes sense in the end.

We are Jill and Abmari and if you’re wondering what this podcast is actually about… well, we’re wondering that too. But trust us, it’s worth sticking around.

We are, quite literally, interested in chaos. In our lives, in our healing, in our relationships, and careers. We talk about everything from grief to God to why your coffee table makes you irrationally angry.

It’s deep, it’s hilarious, it’s emotional whiplash in podcast form, and honestly, that’s the only kind of content we’re interested in consuming at this point.

We started this podcast because, quite frankly, we were already having these conversations. They’d start with something like “I had a weird dream” and end with a two-hour call about generational trauma, quantum physics, and whether or not dogs have past lives.

And at some point we were like, “Wait—should we be recording this?” So here we are. You’re welcome, world.

🎧 Who This Podcast Is For & Why You Should Listen

If you love meaningful conversations, chaotic energy, and sarcastic tangents that somehow circle back to the soul... you’re in the right place.

This podcast is for the people who read self-help books but also talk to their plants. For the ones navigating parenting, healing, inner child wounds, and existential dread (with a side of memes).

It’s for anyone who’s ever said "Was that a synchronicity or is my algorithm stalking me?" 🤔

Basically, it’s for humans. Imperfect, complex, hilarious humans just trying to figure it out—one messy, magical conversation at a time.

🔮 What’s Coming Next

In future episodes, we’ll talk about everything from trauma and healing to rage, joy, shadow work, motherhood, therapy, sex, spirituality, and the occasional metaphysical rabbit hole. 💫

Sometimes it’ll be just us, sometimes we’ll bring on incredible guests. But no matter what, it’ll always be real, unfiltered, and probably a little bit chaotic.

So if that sounds like your kind of magic, hit subscribe and brace yourself for the beautiful mess and ask yourself, are you Interested in Chaos? 💣

Follow us on IG @interestedinchaos