This episode is meant to create understanding and connection — not to diagnose.

This episode is based on my personal experience and is not a diagnosis or medical advice. If you relate to anything discussed, consider speaking with a licensed professional.

• Fear of abandonment and how it shows up in everyday situations
• Intense and unstable relationships over time
• Struggling with identity and constantly changing sense of self
• Impulsive behaviors like spending and spontaneous decisions
• Past struggles with self-harm and risky behaviors
• Rapid mood swings and emotional intensity
• Chronic feelings of emptiness and self-doubt
• Anger and how quickly it can escalate
• Paranoia and dissociation during stressful situations

is not to promote the use of any substance. I use it to help me slow down and regulate. Stayin home is about sitting with myself and being ok with that but also to bring about very real and hard topics but from a personal experience not from a clinical point or txt book. I'm not a expert just a girl who has to live with i

This first episode is my personal story on how I found out I had Borderline personality disorder and how it differs probably from most people's.

• Not clinical just a girl with personal experiences
• Hopefully help some not feel so alone
• Struggling with mental health then hopefully this can help in some way
• Getting stoned while doing so to help slow down
• I do cuss here and there. At times I may talk about self harm, domestic violence, sexual assault, eating disorders, and other hard and possibly triggering topics so please if anything is to much go take care of yourself and hopefully we will see you for a different topic or episode.