20 F*CKING SOMETHING

grief has ruined me

Wed, 10 Jan 2024 02:33:06 GMT

Bella, where the hell have you been loca? Uhhhhh I got into a car accident and received a head injury then lost my favorite person in the world and have no hope for humanity. Today I tackle the hard shit and state where I've been and what's going on with this podcast moving forward. Thank you listeners for being my therapist for the last few years I appreciate you immensely for your support it's the end of just a Mikaela-talking era, I hope you stick around for what 20 f*cking something has to offer next.

tell a friend to tell a friend she's backkkkkk

Sat, 24 Jun 2023 15:26:51 GMT

Sup fuckers im back and slightly better still a bit more dissociated than everrrrrrr. Hear about what I've been up to recently while driving or walking or running......or showering (; Love youuuuu

new year same me?

Wed, 11 Jan 2023 04:06:22 GMT

In this episode, I talk about where I have been and what I have planned for the new year

attraction

Mon, 07 Nov 2022 02:25:09 GMT

This week Mikaela tackles the topic of attraction. What makes someone attractive, do you value looks, are you dressing for the gaze of another person?

I apologize in advance for the confusion that will make this episode sadly the perfect one-take episode that I recorded had become a corrupted file and I am in the process of potentially fixing it so in the meantime please enjoy this 5 take wonder.

healing your inner child

Tue, 04 Oct 2022 03:47:46 GMT

ahhhhh this week I talk about all the little things I've been doing recently to heal my inner child, I hope some of these experiences are able to help those who are struggling with allowing themselves to heal. Be easy on yourself you are doing your best <3

dieting

Tue, 04 Oct 2022 03:47:45 GMT

Today I talk about my struggles with my digestive issues and how it has affected my mental health

time to move on

Sun, 04 Sep 2022 23:02:02 GMT

Today Mikaela talks about her period of time spent in her college town and how nothing seems the same anymore. All the signs point to her finally leaving and tackling a new season of life. Oh! and she also talks about her new ex-street cat Casper!

self identity

Sun, 14 Aug 2022 19:22:20 GMT

This week I talk on the topic of self-identity, growing up as a multiracial person it was always hard to adapt to the idea of self-identity. It wasn't until recently that I really took to finding out who I was and that's when I discovered my Jewish ancestry. I plan on making several trips in 2022 to learn more self-identity including Israel, Mexico, and Quebec Canada

disassociation

Sun, 07 Aug 2022 23:05:34 GMT

This week I talk about disassociating with myself and my break from the podcast. Also I am so sorry about the noise my new neighbors love playing music all hours and my jazz music is trying to block it out :(

dealing with loss

Mon, 30 May 2022 22:29:15 GMT

This week I'm talking about the loss of my aunt, I'm not sure what else to say but you will hear it all in the episode and the unfortunate events leading up to her loss that has sent me into isolation.

quarantine edition

Mon, 25 Apr 2022 00:44:52 GMT

I got covid!!!! from inside my house:( here is my experience with the lovely virus and the things I'm looking forward to after quarantine

struggles with the art world

Tue, 12 Apr 2022 17:00:25 GMT

In todays episode I talk about the struggles I have faced being involved in the art world.

low income childhood - stable income adulthood | Ft. Maddie

Sun, 27 Mar 2022 16:00:17 GMT

Today I have a guest my lovely older sister Maddie we will be talking about how growing up in a low income household has affected us in adulthood even though we have some stability now

24 f*cking something

Sat, 19 Mar 2022 20:25:46 GMT

ahhh im turning 24, here is me ranting as i sit alone in my room. Also some random taylor swift song break down.

lets chat

Wed, 16 Mar 2022 23:05:12 GMT

Been got for a week and here is everything that has been on my mind. Join me as I chat (:

almost 20 | Ft Gray

Mon, 07 Mar 2022 00:34:35 GMT

Gray is turning 20 this year! So this weeks episode we talk about her reserves with turning 20 and what she expects out of it.

let’s talk about tattoos

Sat, 26 Feb 2022 23:33:55 GMT

Sharing my experiences with being a tatted queen (hahahah) and all the stigmas that are holding me back from being where I truly want with the tattoos on my body.

the world of breakups

Sat, 19 Feb 2022 18:07:42 GMT

This episode is about the world of break ups, the topic that is very heavy in our 20's just not talked about. Join me and listed my experiences with post relationships and how I validated what I was feeling

life after college

Sun, 06 Feb 2022 01:15:31 GMT

I definitely didn't realize how different my life would be after college. I miss it so much, who am I if I'm not a student? How do I adjust to this new lifestyle?

toxic side of social media & technology

Sun, 30 Jan 2022 22:11:10 GMT

This week's episode talks about my experiences with technology and social media. How my online presence has taken over my life and affected my mental health.

coming to terms with myself

Wed, 26 Jan 2022 02:14:25 GMT

Growing up in a small town means that I wasn't exposed to all the things I can be. After coming to college I realized that I can be whoever I wanted and didn't have to explain that to anyone. This episode is basically just a conversation with myself and how I came to terms who the person I am today even if my hometown was forcing me to be something different.

SN: Please excuse all the uhms, I'm still very nervy lol